I can’t believe it’s been that many years ago since I first started journaling my prayers. I can’t believe it’s been that many years ago since I needed God with an urgency like I did back then. I can’t believe it’s been that many years ago since God changed my life for good.

Wow.

That Many Years Ago.

It has been that many years ago.

Reborn then.

Here I am now, doing it again…

WELCOME.

I’m inviting you on a journey with me through 180 days of prayer—180 days of me giving you my BEST! (And my worst!) I’ll be honest. I’ll be shy (well… not really.). For sure though, some of my prayers might make you cry,  yet… I hope on this journey I find even more freedom now than I did back then. I hope you find the same.

I was in a rough place back then. It was REALLY rough. REALLY rough! I can’t believe I have made it so far and am SO whole right now. I walked away from so much and I am blessed and grateful to the Lord God Most High for aiding me through such a tremendous change. OH GOD! Won’t he do it? Why, YES, HE WILL!!! God is GOOD!!!

I’m doing a bunch of rambling, but let me tell you where we’re at and where. or how, this all started.

Back in the beginning of 2016, I was in a dark place. I had lived in a dark patch in life where I was in a valley of groaning. Life was so difficult for me that bitterness had consumed me and my troubles controlled my life. Well, at least they control my mind. I had succumbed so deeply to my travail that I promise it was taking the life out of me. The greatest tragedy of it all was that the one thing that I had to carry me through earlier years of defeat was losing all presence in my life because I just could not find a way to let it carry me through roughshod once again. That one thing that was losing its handle on me was prayer…

 

 

(to be continued)